Blue Flowers

empty feeling in a crowded room he knew that
he shouldn't have come today
best intentions get misunderstood
he just wanted to see her face again
thinks it might just be the last time
everyday his courage slips alittle more
he knows soon it's gonna have to end
since she's gone and seen the one before

he'd been living in a memory till now
never wanted to face it until now
couldn't even say the name until now
cut his wrist and let the blood spill out
couldn't face it till now

shook her fathers hand good bye
kissed her mother on the face she started to cry
hate so strong it always showed
no one said it but he'd always know

blue flowers on her mattress are all that he sees now
a broken picture of her face that just won't fade
it's finally gonna fade now

cause he'd been living in a memory till now
never wanted to face it until now
couldn't even say the name until now
couldn't even say the name until now
never wanted to face it till now
it never faded till now