Hours

I will never sleep again
I will go to my world
Where I always can change
Everything
How could things end up like this?
All this hatred
I am a part of it
All this hatred
I was a part of it
Until this very night
Never again
If man is sane, I am not
In these hours it is a blessing, embracing insanity
-I am not one of them
And I can hear the screaming
They are screaming at me desperately
I did not understand what they were saying
That is why they scream
-No one really listens
I still do not understand
As the weeping continues
This dark feeling of hopelessness grows stronger
I know of their hatred
I will never sleep again
I will crush reality in our world
In my world they will recieve
But their sanity is not mine