I'm Sorry Maria

Do you miss me, Maria?
Are you sad that I'm gone?
I can't stop it, Maria
I thought I could be free
It's so sad that I'm not
On the rooftop, Maria
Overlooking the yard
In the back of the truck
With the radio up
She's always playing my songs

And I closed my eyes when we kissed and imagined
You were the one, who I really love
Close my eyes when we kiss and imagine
That I'm in their arms
And then I wished you were gone

I'm sorry, Maria
You know it's been hard
You know I keep holding on
To this idea, Maria
That I could be free
It's so sad that I'm not

Do you miss me, Maria?
(I know you miss me)
Are you sad that I'm gone?
(And I'm so sorry)
I can't stop it, Maria
(I can't stop it)
I thought I could be free
It's so sad that I'm not
(It's so sad)

I'm a natural disaster
I'm the puppet, you're the dancer
I sold one lie after lie
And made a couple thousand dollars
That I spent on girls who hate me
Have I said "I love you" lately?
I don't think you love me lately at all

I'm sorry, Maria
You know it's been hard
You know I keep holding on
To this idea, Maria
That I could be free
It's so sad that I'm not

And I closed my eyes when we kissed and imagined
That you were the one
Who I really love
Close my eyes when we kiss and imagine
That I'm in their arms
And then I wished you were gone

I'm sorry, Maria
(I'm so sad)
I'm sorry, Maria
(You know I keep holding on)
I'm sorry, Maria
(I keep holding on)
I'm sorry, Maria
(It's so sad that I'm not)
I'm sorry, Maria

And I'm so messed up, baby
I shouldn't have kept you here
With a promise that got broken
I'm twenty five shades of fear
On the rooftop where you told me
You wanted to see this through
And I meant it when I told you
I was gonna try hard for you, Maria