Way Back Home

Some nights, when I lay
I don't know if I should wake up
Or close my eyes forevermore
It's just a feels, but, some nights
It's more than what I'd imagine
There's a great hole in my heart
I can feel a great emptiness in me

It sounds like there's nothing left to lose
No reason left to stay, no reason left to carry on
And I can watch the world of beyond getting close to me
Angels call out my name
That's when something in me
Tells me it's time to go

I found out we are like the buildings
The weaker we're built, faster we fall apart
No one can pick up the pieces of a broken heart
No one can collet shattered feelings from the ground
I wish I could live these days
But lately, these days
I'm so caught up at the moment
Lost somewhere along the way
Trying to find my way back home

Anxiety is a great struggle to face
I can't wait to see what's next, I can't wait to be there
It's so strange how peaceful I get, when it comes to go away
Away from this world
I can't wait to see what I left behind

Life's a bittersweet journey
It's so much happiness, so much sadness involved
Every one has their own ways
To follow, to get back home
And I feel like I'm about to arrive
They're getting ready for my arrival
Though I'm still stuck down here
Wishing I could live for one more day

I figured out we'll always be running out of time
So many times I can't take back
Times I could swear would never end
Things that I took for granted, people that made me believe they'd never walk away
I never thought my expectations would take me down
These days, I feel so lonely
I'm so caught up at the moment
Lost somewhere along the way
Trying to find my way back home

What a serene voice that calls me (ah, ah, ah)
What a beautiful mermaid (ah, ah, ah)
You make me into a fool
You make me into your slave
You put me under your spell, you fade me, you fade my soul
You say I got nothing left to do down here
You say I should leave here and run back into the arms of the creater
You say life has been a hard experience for a fragile soul like me to handle
You say I ain't got no more reason to breathe this toxic air
You say I need to go
I just say you're always right
Right or wrong
I just say
When it's gonna be the day to go back home?
You say: Guess what?
You're already home

I discovered it's true through the way I could look around me
Once I was blind, now I'm not anymore
So daddy you healed me, so daddy you brought me back?
Father, do you even know how I missed you?
I missed you so
I missed you so
I missed you so
I missed you so

Yeah, It was a long long journey
Glad to know I'm finally home
Yeah, I've been lost somewhere along the way
But now I'm finally home
Yeah, I finally found my way back home