Camera Chimera

Camera chimera
Too obscene to be unseen
Lights dance in the mirror
But they don't dance for me

Blessed are those in life
Without a jealous bone to fight
Will I forever live in fear of
This camera chimera?

Or will I die on this floor forever?
Scarred and scared
I'm too impaired to even care
An imagined crime so cruel and clever
Plays over and over again
In my head
It never ends

Camera chimera
Too obscene to be unseen
I see it in the mirror
I see it in my sleep
(C'est tout le temps)

Blessed are those in life
Without a jealous bone to fight
Will I forever live in fear of this camera chimera?

I'm going to die on this floor
Forever scarred and scared
I'm too impaired to even care
An imagined crime
So cruel and clever
Plays over and over again and again
In my head
And I'm afraid that it won't end