First Light

At first lights like a drunken dauber trying to sober over
Depictions of the horrors that nobody wants to see
Tear my art and see my heart is bleeding as it beats!

Lack of understanding often bursts in anger!
The screams from the midnight nightmares rejoice and cheer!
They hiss with painful candor that nobody wants to hear
They are sniffing through the cracks of the wall
That holds them from attack

I’m safe and sound within the trap
Lost in a vast and a merciless wilderness
I'm no longer sane
And in vain I am struggling for

Hot thoughts like a molten boulder pouring into the mold
They cast a disgraceful figure that nobody wants to be
Tear away the crust and stab inlay right in my back

Ultimately I'll withstand the whip of slander
Last glance at the barren cold expanse
Devoured by fears
The feeble stalks of hope wilt
Waiting for the rain to heal

Lost in a vast and a merciless wilderness
I'm no longer sane
And in vain I am struggling for breath
The loss of sanctum!
Derelict
The loss of sanctum!
Delirium
The loss of sanctum!
Tremens
The loss of sanctum!

All lights are fading away with laughter
Extending the shadows of my own decay
Don’t have to bother
I’m still the drafter
And I will find my way

I see the claws that scar the walls that painful scratching
The dogs are gnawing through the door of my escape
And thus with a bitter growls and fading smile in the night
Mr. Nobody is watching
As I revive and get away

Losing your mind needs a cognitive processing
Let me out!