At first lights like a drunken dauber trying to sober over Depictions of the horrors that nobody wants to see Tear my art and see my heart is bleeding as it beats! Lack of understanding often bursts in anger! The screams from the midnight nightmares rejoice and cheer! They hiss with painful candor that nobody wants to hear They are sniffing through the cracks of the wall That holds them from attack I’m safe and sound within the trap Lost in a vast and a merciless wilderness I'm no longer sane And in vain I am struggling for Hot thoughts like a molten boulder pouring into the mold They cast a disgraceful figure that nobody wants to be Tear away the crust and stab inlay right in my back Ultimately I'll withstand the whip of slander Last glance at the barren cold expanse Devoured by fears The feeble stalks of hope wilt Waiting for the rain to heal Lost in a vast and a merciless wilderness I'm no longer sane And in vain I am struggling for breath The loss of sanctum! Derelict The loss of sanctum! Delirium The loss of sanctum! Tremens The loss of sanctum! All lights are fading away with laughter Extending the shadows of my own decay Don’t have to bother I’m still the drafter And I will find my way I see the claws that scar the walls that painful scratching The dogs are gnawing through the door of my escape And thus with a bitter growls and fading smile in the night Mr. Nobody is watching As I revive and get away Losing your mind needs a cognitive processing Let me out!