So Far

I want this life to change
Though I wont bother
It seems to punish me
I swear I'm only
The one that everyone
Can loose their patients
I'm so pathetic
And I wishing for this

The only time
I get to have my way
Is when I don't act the same?
I don't want
To play these games
Please don't let me see your face

Chorus:
I fall, so far
And I can't get up
I fall, so hard
And now I can't get up

I won't remain the same
My conscience left me
The way I act sometimes
Can end so simply
I shut my mouth
Because you all damn hate me
I want to know
And I am wishing for this

(Repete 2 estrofe)

(Chorus)

I hide in my corner
And hope for the shelter
Contemptuous strains that I feel
It's ripping it's tearing
And I cannot bear this
This turn
That I wait for is here

(Chorus)

I can't get up
I can't get up
I can't get up