Closer

Fearing the one and last end i join my hands together again
Creating myself delusion of better tomorrow
At the end of tunnel they say there's a light
Like frail taste of divinity

Life's more than leaving and praying for safe
Oh god please remind me
Wasted day will be a day never lived and seen
Death ain't just dying and fading away
My absence surrounds me
And now i see life did not fail me, i was the one to blame

Note by note i'm getting closer to silence and harmony
Tears shed for unwritten words and thoughts
Are the most painful
What would i sing at my own funeral
Would i even know to whom i'd sing

Life's more than leaving and praying for safe
Oh god please remind me
Wasted day will be a day never lived and seen
Death ain't just dying and fading away
My absence surrounds me
And now i see life did not fail me, i was the one to blame

Most beautiful escape in my sweet dreams
I thought it would make me my own god

Life's more than leaving and praying for safe
Oh god please remind me
Wasted day will be a day never lived and seen
Death ain't just dying and fading away
My absence surrounds me
And now i see life did not fail me, i was the one to blame

Two more eyes will never see, two more hands won't ever touch again
One more soul will be hurt forever and never no more