Lost My Carti

(Go crazy, AG)

My life been on standby, not tellin' my friends why
I keep goin' through this shit, but I'm keepin' my chin high
Tryna smoke away problems, even told you I'm sorry
I was movin' way too fast, didn't even notice us arguin'
Get some racks, let you borrow

I done fucked off life so much and I'm just tryna go harder
Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care my daughter
I been tryna keep my head right, then I lost my father
When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother it
When you jump into them streets, nigga, you gotta be smarter than
Want you a bag? Hit the trap, you better not be tardy
I'll still be chasin' after money when I turn forty
I fucked up twenty thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti'

I love you till I'm very old, you know you my Barbie
I love my niece, I told my brother take care of mommy
If you feel like I didn't care about you, then baby, I'm sorry
If you feel like I ain't pay attention enough, I'm sorry
If you feel like I wasn't there enough, I tell you I'm sorry
If you feel like I wasn't in your life enough, then I'm sorry
If I ain't sendin' no money to the jails, then I'm sorry
I ain't stop you from crashin' out, lil' bro, and I'm sorry
Pain just don't go away
All that envy in your heart, I hope it go away
All these bad thoughts in my head, I hope it go away
I don't think 'bout you no more, our memories erased
I been doin' drugs, I'm a real rock star
Rollin' off two pills right now and I might still pop a bar
How the fuck is you a killer and you ain't killed anyone?

I done fucked off life so much and I'm just tryna go harder
Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care my daughter
I been tryna keep my head right, then I lost my father
When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother it
When you jump into them streets, nigga, you gotta be smarter than
Want you a bag? Hit the trap, you better not be tardy
I'll still be chasin' after money when I turn forty
I fucked up twenty thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti'

They ask me 'bout my feelings and I don't say a word
You gon' act like I ain't do nothin' for you? Bitch, you got some nerves
I'm so gullible but now I understand I'll never learn
You gon' blow one day but you gotta be patient enough and wait your turn
All these voices in my head, nigga, what you lookin' for?
If you ain't got everything, then fuck, no point in booking us
Got a call my nigga died, shit had me shooken up
I'm in the 'yo till 2 am, just in here cookin' up
Can't go out bad, that's rookie stuff
You shoulda known that you can't kill an opp just lookin' tough
They should have told you that I wasn't never givin' up
They should have told you that I ain't never give a fuck

I done fucked off life so much and I'm just tryna go harder
Rather eat and let you starve, I gotta take care my daughter
I been tryna keep my head right, then I lost my father
When they ask me about my feelings, I don't even bother it
When you jump into them streets, nigga, you gotta be smarter than
Want you a bag? Hit the trap, you better not be tardy
I'll still be chasin' after money when I turn forty
I fucked up twenty thousand, nigga, I lost my Carti'