Make It Through Fall

You said one day it would work out
I guess I feel a little worse now
I won’t stay in bed, she won’t come out
Okay, I feel a little worse now

Thought you were unattainable
But we’re just unsustainable
I barely made it through summer
These days are days of numbers

'Cause winter’s cold and I am weak
But I won’t call so we won’t speak
'Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep
And you don’t care at all

'Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend
Or even try to let me in
So you get high and I'll pretend
We’ll make it through the fall

I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams
Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out
I hope one day you get let down
To crash the car with no seatbelt
So you know exactly how I felt
This cul-de-sac has got memories
I hate the way that you see me
10/17 I will confess
I fucked up again, what I do best

'Cause you won't teach and I won't learn
And you've got nowhere else to turn
So light this bridge and watch it burn
Like it was never there

Then find your next and I'll find mine
I hear this happens all the time
Live your life and I'll be fine
I'll act like I don't care

'Cause I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams
Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

'Cause I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams
Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

It’s whatever
It's whatever