You said one day it would work out I guess I feel a little worse now I won’t stay in bed, she won’t come out Okay, I feel a little worse now Thought you were unattainable But we’re just unsustainable I barely made it through summer These days are days of numbers 'Cause winter’s cold and I am weak But I won’t call so we won’t speak 'Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep And you don’t care at all 'Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend Or even try to let me in So you get high and I'll pretend We’ll make it through the fall I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me? Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need You said one day it would work out I hope one day you get let down To crash the car with no seatbelt So you know exactly how I felt This cul-de-sac has got memories I hate the way that you see me 10/17 I will confess I fucked up again, what I do best 'Cause you won't teach and I won't learn And you've got nowhere else to turn So light this bridge and watch it burn Like it was never there Then find your next and I'll find mine I hear this happens all the time Live your life and I'll be fine I'll act like I don't care 'Cause I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me? Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need 'Cause I quit talking 'bout my old life, left it in my dreams Now everything is perfect, I’m where I want to be Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me? Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need It’s whatever It's whatever