Lies

Feelings lie, feelings lie

I remember driving home, feeling empty
Overthinking every word
What did I say? Do they like me?
Was it too much? Is it enough? Am I annoying?
Then a whisper in my ear says: Be like her
She's so much warmer, so much better, she's the perfect sister

Am I enough? Will I ever be enough?

Feelings lie, feelings lie
Was there truth? What did You tell me?
What did You do to save me from myself?

Bought my freedom with Your blood
Holy tears You shed for love
All my thoughts, arrest them please
Once I get down on my knees

I remember all alone, in my bedroom
Turning to God, feeling the shame and weighed down by my past, hey
Then a whisper in my ear says: You're not enough
And I was starting to believe that I was not enough

Feelings lie, feelings lie
Was there truth? What did You tell me?
What did You do to save me from myself?

Bought my freedom with Your blood
Holy tears You shed for love
All my thoughts, arrest them please
Once I get down on my knees

Feelings lie, feelings lie

I remember that sleepless night
Drowning in darkness, hugged my pillow so tight
What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?
Scared of death, scared of myself, scared to close my eyes
Felt like I was gonna–
But I'm still here, 'cause feelings lie

Shut the door and throw the key
Won't give in to the enemy, no
Darkness bows and demons flee
At the mention of the Name, Jesus (Jesus)

Bought my freedom with Your blood
Holy tears You shed for love, oh, oh-ooh
All my thoughts, arrest them please
Once I get down on my knees