Circus

Hello kind sir, I'm so glad you never met me
You're my first one, so forgive me if it's messy
Just to be fair
I admit that I'm scared
And sorry for what I must do

Best not to talk 'cause you'll kill the mood around you
Just close your eyes and be lucky that I found you
No one will know
Okay, here goes
It's easy as 1, 2, 3

Good afternoon miss, you are my second victim
First one was trouble, not to worry 'cause I fixed him
Shhh, not a word
'Cause you won't be heard
When is your life in my hands

Just know that what I am doing is part of a plan!
I will connect with as many souls as I can!
And the soul that controls me, the one I should know
Must see my work here
Which means you have to go

Surely you could understand
Haven't you been in love on the edge where there's no turning back
Just the thought of him can take you to some new dimension
So you do what you can just to get his attention
It drives you to boil, right up till you spill
It can drive you to bliss
It can drive you to kill

Sometimes I feel like I'm living in a circus
Clown with a tear in a tent that isn't working
All work no play
Day after day
Till I have a life in my hands

Good evening gents
Step right up into my circus
I'm the ringmaster and this is where the work is
Goodbye you're done
Do as he does
To lead him right into my heart

If he could see me now
He'd know he's not alone
This trail of breadcrumbs I'm making
Leading him right to my home
If he were with me now
Then love could be the twist
We could be together
In a world where we exist
We could be together
In a world where we'd exist

Sometimes I feel like I'm living in a circus
Sometimes, I'm in control