Delicate

I sit on my palms till they go numb
I bite my tongue when I talk too much
'Cause once she's started, she'll never shut up
Her constant self-loathing can't be fixed with drugs

I pass the time with the mirror till I get bored
Getting pretty to go to the drug store
And every song I know, I study word for word
That's the only God I've ever observed

And it's so feminine
And elegant
You like the way I'm delicate
It's so damaging
How ravishing
The way you leave me desolate

You like control, I don't mind
He wants the cool girl, I will try
You want control, I don't mind
As long as I can crawl inside (your mind)

My friends can't tell where the fuck I'm at
They've gotten used to my disappearing act
I go ghost, haunt the walls of the room I've been trapped
I come alive to renew the suicide pact

And I can't sleep or dream or breathe without you (without you)
Tell me, baby, what do you think I should do?
And every song I've wrote, I've planned every word
That's the only time I've ever really heard

And it's so feminine
And elegant
You like the way I'm delicate
It's so damaging
How ravishing
The way you leave me desolate

You like control, I don't mind
He wants the cool girl, I will try
You want control, I don't mind
As long as I can crawl inside (your mind)