Confusing Happiness

I had to break the code,
Go mad
I tried,
To make a soul
From scratch

If I could dream you in meticulous detail,
Would you ever come alive?
Would you ever come alive?
I'll dedicate my days and 14 of my nights
Will you ever come alive?
Will you ever come alive?

I want this,
A confusing happiness,
Never knowing what comes next.
I want this,
All the agony and bliss,
From confusing happiness
The dawn, no birds around,
Reborn, without a sound.
Oh no,
The fire drowned.

If I could dream you in meticulous detail,
Would you ever come alive?
Would you ever come alive?
Since I began, it's taken two years in this hell.
Will you ever come alive?
Will you ever come alive?

I want this,
A confusing happiness,
Never knowing what comes next.
I want this,
All the agony and bliss,
From confusing happiness
(If I could dream you up...)

If I could dream you in meticulous detail,
Would you ever come alive?
Would you ever come alive?
I dedicate my body and my conscious mind.
Will you ever come alive?
Will you ever come alive?

I want this,
A confusing happiness,
Never knowing what comes next.
I want this,
All the agony and bliss,
From confusing happiness.