Super Flower Death Scene

The sky hangs heavy in blue
I'm thinking of you
And things are changing all the time
I swear I'm fine
I think I'm fine

And, oh my God
It would be easier to die and go to heaven
Than to figure out
When I was seventeen
That it’s all up to me

No help from a heavy blue sky
It’s easier to die and go to heaven
Than to try and make sense of this

We’re swapping papers
In a back room somewhere
Working nights for fifteen years
To pay my way
Out of the fear
That I’ll die with nothing that I wanted
Never seen
Never been

Never known the way it feels to be at peace
I’ll be running my whole life
To a super flower death scene
Oh my God, if only you exist

Then maybe I could
Resist my inclination towards nihilism and depression
When in fact I am happier today than I was when I was seventeen
Never seen
Never been
Never known
Things are changing all the time

Super flower death scene
You feel like a bad dream
They will never stop clapping for me
Just applause on the applause you see

Super flower death scene
Curtain up and I'm down on my knees
You don’t need to remember me
As long as you’re keeping your end of the deal
And call for an encore

I'm just a super flower death scene
You are a super flower death scene
It’s just a super flower death scene
You are a super flower death scene

And one day they’ll think of me
For the last time
One day they’ll speak my name for the last time
And I will cease and desist
Cease to exist

A quick little flash in the big dark
A duller spark than I was ever meant to be
Just a super flower death scene
A super flower death scene