Life should be a choice

Unfolds, so cold
A chill of pain runs thru me
Hell's been dragging away for far too long
Will it ever let me go?

This day, long way
Can't hide the lines on my face
Since whenever my heart has turned to stone
On this earth I walk alone

I wake up in a cold sweat to face the day,
although I'm dreading for whatever shit is coming my way
You might call me a loser but it's no joke
Just try living all your life on the end of a rope
Dreading the dawn, the break of morning comes
I miss being a kid and thinking that life was all fun
Halfway down the edge man c'mon take it away
Thank motherfucking god I'm not here to stay

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I see my days go by
I've been living in fear for so long I can't remember why
Wash all this pain from me
It doesn't really matter if I live or I die I just gotta break free

I feel…unreal
Emptiness blurs my vision
I just can't take all this suffering anymore
I need to get away

My fate too late
It doesn't wash away with time
Somehow I'll take in all that comes my way
And hope that soon I die

I can't feel nothing no man I wish I was dead
And all your so-called expectations fucking bleed thru my head
I'm rotting inside don't feel no joy anymore
Every fucking passing moment I'm scared of what's in store
And when you feel strong enough for suicide
You know the thoughts of the ones you love keeps you alive
You're heart will beat no matter how much you try you won't die

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