Just My Dark Thoughts

I'm screaming between inside and outside
Trapped in a black dream
I've lost my roots to the ground where I am standing
I curse the time of my life

I can only watch but not act
Not change the presence of time
What deed has put me to this dimension
To suffer in limbo?

The images I long for are the ones I won't get
Real life that doesn't exist
Every step I once took I deeply regret
Let me taste The Grim Reaper's kiss

A rape has been done to my life
And the wounds are hurting
I pray for salvation but no one can hear me
Am I here for a reason?

A movie of memories in front of my eyes
Give pain an extra kick
Rain of words from my former life
Like art but really sick

(Solo)

Fear for the future, a thorn in my system
I just can't stop trembling
Collision of life and death is most hurting
Where am I standing?

I've gone beyond existing in time
And remember the contact
Tissue is melting down in it's grave
I'm in the wrong act