I Ain't Your Friend, Buddy

You will never know the burden I?ve carried for days on end. It haunts me in my sleep. If I am lucky enough to close my eyes, it leaves me tossing and turning every night.

Will this weight ever lift?

There?s a foot on my back. I?m face down in my regret. The more I try to surface the deeper I seem to get. Look at this shallow grave that I dug all for me. Give me windows. Give me doors. I need to know there?s something outside these walls. No one should ever be meant to feel this way.

You will never know the burden I?ve carried for days on end. It haunts me in my sleep. If I am lucky enough to close my eyes, it leaves me tossing and turning every night.

I need windows. I need doors. I need to know there?s something outside these walls.