Whole Heart

I've seen so many doctors
I don't believe in them
I've never had anybody worth a damn
And I don't know why
I am the way I am
But I'm so sick of being the way I am

I put my whole heart in it
I put my whole heart in it
I'm spinning and spinning in it
But it never turns around

My first lover
Beat me black and blue
I was fifteen years old
A couple of others
They were cheaters too
But I never had nobody
half as mean as you

Never had nobody
Tear me down like you
Never had nobody
Tear me down like you
and I don't know why
I get stuck the way I do
But I never had nobody
Half as mean as you

I put my whole heart in it
I put my whole heart in it
I'm spinning and spinning in it
But it never turns around

All those ladies in the audience
On the talk shows
here's what they say to girls like me
You'd leave him if you had an ounce of dignity
Well, aren't they smart
Pretty damn smart

I put my whole heart in it...