Self Made Man

on this path alone
im stranded abandoned
left for dead
but im still standing
standing strong
no one by my side
but my two fists its always been
like this made myself what i am
i made myself what i am a man
no heroes no rolemodels
the desicions are up to me
if i fall i fall it
wont be the first time that i bleed
because i've fallen
harder than anyone can imagine
and always pick myself
back up without any hesitation
this is all i know
on this road alone
cold blooded and filled
with hate
but i'll fight for what i call my own
what you see isnt all that you see
all that i've been through makes me me
all these things that you can believe
make reality one with me
i'll always be this way
tomorrow today
if its me against the world
then let it be
i will fight this world with everything
that i have inside always
remember who i am and run head first
into the tide i faced the changes alone
i fight my demons alone
i made who i am alone
i will fucking die alone
dont pitty me you never have
i know how its meant to be
this is a fucking disease
its killing everyone but it wont kill me