Suffocating

There's something inside me that I
Know it's within, it keeps on spreading
I'll try to hold on till it's gone
But if I can't, forgive me

I don't know my name or my age
But I'm trying, I swear I'm trying
My heart feels so cold and so frail
Only death can heal me

Bleeding out till I'm numb on the inside
And it feels like I, I can't breathe

I'm suffocating
Is life worth saving when I
Use every single inch of me
To end this misery
The air is pure but I'm suffocating

I love the taste of my own blood
It reminds me, my heart's still beating
'Cause I'm a disease with no cure
And it's never ending

This pain feels more real than I do
Something so pure and something so therapeutic
Calling my name through my scars
I'm falling in love with falling apart

Bleeding out till I'm numb on the inside
Cause it feels like I, I can't breathe

I'm suffocating
Is life worth saving when I
Use every single inch of me
To end this misery
The air is pure but I'm suffocating

Death please heal this broken heart
Before I fall apart
Please heal what I could not
Now watch me fall apart

Bleeding out till I'm numb on the inside
And it feels like I, I can't breathe

I'm suffocating
Is life worth saving when I
Use every single inch of me
To end this misery
The air is pure but I'm suffocating