Disconnected

We can only move forward
Even in the darkest, darkest, darkest time

I keep on rereading the last phase of our days
I'm not sure how I feel anymore
I think I'm homesick but I don’t know (I don’t know)
How to go back to a place that’s gone

With the change of winds
My heart fell and I can’t find it

Feeling empty
Spending days and nights of silence
‘Cause no words can explain how I feel
In my mind and heart
Oh, I don’t know what I am but I miss myself
'Cause she’s not here anymore
How can I move on?
Please tell me

In the end you learn how to walk alone and be strong
(Lost without you)
But little things like the scent of his cologne
Is a painful reminder that he’s gone

It feels like my heart is suffocating
How do you make amends when you’re gone from me?
Even though with a win, how come I feel so lost?
Nothing makes sense to me
I'm so numb, so lost without you

Thought I knew that nothing stays the same
I guess I never knew how harsh it is to change
I am stuck, others tried to move on (to move on)
I just can’t seem to find a way out

Even happy memories just hurt, tearing me apart

Feeling empty
Spending days and nights of silence
'Cause no words can explain how I feel
In my mind and heart
Oh, I don’t know what I am but I miss myself
'Cause she’s not here anymore
How can I move on?
Please tell me

You got a choice ahead what would you do?
Would you sit still or would you pursue?
Somebody’s gotta speak up, are you being quiet?
Or would you man up? Face it knowing it’ll cause a riot?
Hardest thing is doing the right thing
But what happens when they each stand for their right things?
Would you let go of faith?
And let your friendship slide in
Would you cave? Or could you resist the pain?
Man what is right at this point?
Could you fight this feeling despite being lost?
Already exhausted
No strength all forced from the gut
Without our boss
Time is free to all and it’s priceless
But when it only hurts, its lifeless
Let us go back to when its nicest
We can only move forward even in the darkest time

Things just ain’t the same, still had so many things to say
Can’t get used to you not being next to me
Where could I find closure? When it feels like it’s all over

Feeling empty
Spending days and nights of silence
'Cause no words can explain how I feel
In my mind and heart
Oh, I don’t know what I am but I miss myself
'Cause she’s not here anymore
Wishing that this is just of a dream
Forever changed, how can I move on?
Please tell me!

In the end you learn how to walk alone and be strong
(Lost without you)
But little things like the scent of his cologne
Is a painful reminder that he’s gone

It feels like my heart is suffocating
How do you make amends when you’re gone from me?
Even though with a win, how come I feel so lost?
Nothing makes sense to me
I'm so numb, so lost without you