Haunted

Leave me alone
Get it out
Get it out
Strange thing
Get it out

This thing in my head
I let it in, it made me sick
(I do not want you here)
Just this, one time, give me peace, in my mind
(No more)

What am I supposed to do
With a feeling haunting you?
My mind is aching for a fix but I
God, I can't even find the strength to try

Not this time
(Not this time)
Hopeless life
(Hopeless life)
Soon we'll find

This is how we survive
You've got to keep it inside
Another day in the life
Do you believe in the light?

The pain we hide on the inside
The times we cry, I guess we don't try
When will it be enough?
When will it be enough?

Oh, is this worth the blame?
I should've stopped complaining
You'd have left anyway
Nothing you say is making sense

I will try to find myself, yeah
Not for you or anyone else
(Going out of my way to make things
Right but I couldn't make it)

Guilt and shame, they
Follow me around
Follow me around
I've been haunted by you all my life

I couldn't leave you if I tried
I've been haunted by you all my life
Making peace
In my mind

Guilt and shame
Not this time
Bright and grey
Intertwine

Feel these things because they're mine
They're mine