Hurt

I stay staring at a hotel key
With your memories
Staring back at me
Cause I still hear your words ring
The way I’d hear your voice sing
Three more shots just to get some sleep
Waking up half drunk
On a balcony
Cause now my bed stays empty
Just like the way you left me

You left the bruises
The bloodstains I knew it
Was time to say goodbye
I was an addict
But breaking my habit
Meant leaving you behind

Had to beg
Had to break
Had to burn
Just to know you’d leave me
Had to dig
My way out
Of the dirt
Just to clean you off me
I almost lose my life
Had to hit
A new low
Just to learn
You’d leave me
You’d leave me hurt

I stay staring at the note you wrote
Playing in my head
Now you’re just a ghost
If I could get more whiskey
I’d drink till you forget me
Both your hands wrapped around my throat
Gonna suffocate
If I don’t let go
Another heart bled empty
So you can always haunt me

Had to beg
Had to break
Had to burn
Just to know you’d leave me
Had to dig
My way out
Of the dirt
Just to clean you off me
I almost lose my life
Had to hit
A new low
Just to learn
You’d leave me
You’d leave me hurt

Had to beg
Had to break
Had to burn
Just to know you’d leave me
Had to dig
My way out
Of the dirt
Just to clean you off me
I almost lose my life
Had to hit
A new low
Just to learn
You’d leave me
You’d leave me hurt