I'm Not Her

Looking down at the floor
A pain so deep I could drown
You don’t know me anymore
All that I gave you was doubt

And in the end there was a silence
That’s so loud you couldn’t hear
And with a single phrase you made
So that we want to disappear
Are you satisfied with the outcome of your actions?
Satisfaction

So many boys who want me dead
You were the one who loved my pieces
(Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
I showed you love, I gave my all
But all you wanted were her leashes
(Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)

I made you songs, I made you art
Sculpted your face like a God
I showed you peace, I showed you love
But I could never be enough
‘Cause I'm not her
No I'm not her

‘Cause you don’t need me, you don’t want me
You just loved to watch me be
And after everything I did
How could you not notice my shit?

So you run back to your old girl
Make her want to disappear
So much shit we could’ve said
But we’ll leave you to your means

She doesn’t want you, doesn’t need you
Doesn’t love you, doesn’t please you
I adored you, I annoyed you
Turned my whole life just to love you

You need a friend, I need a lover
We just couldn’t help each other
So I'm closing down the gates
Who am I kidding? You love her