Whole Milk

How could I or anyone else
Love someone so sad
So down and alone
I just cry idle and die
Wishing you'd love me back
Wished for even a high
I felt empty and deceased
Wishing you were loving me
And I hate myself for it

You're so important
I want to fill me up
Inner workings flourish
Three little fucked up bears eating all my porridge
I count sheep on the farm, giving all my time to them
Imagine I was lucky enough to turn myself to one of them
Then maybe I wouldn't send my mind into overdrive
And wonder why the hell am I alive

I'm enough whole on my own
I don't need an ounce of milk
To make my bones grow (grow)
Happiness not found alone
But it's in my bones to grow (grow)

Spot a cow not yet endowed
Ringing bells because they sing so well
I'm whole within myself, but I still want somebody else
To share a glass with me
Purest formula you've ever seen
Borderline nativity I'm the trinity
My mind and heart is company
That you should come and enjoy with me (enjoy with me)
I'm the dairy queen and the dairy king
Open up the carton then you'll see
All the wholeness that's inside of me (inside of me)

I'm enough whole on my own
I don't need an ounce of milk
To make my bones grow (grow)
Happiness not found alone
But it's in my bones to grow (grow)

I keep telling myself I'm enough
Drinking whole milk till I'm stuffed
Overflowing in all my love, my love
But sometimes it's hard to trust
My own word over yours
So I chug, and I chug all the jugs till I'm gone
Stare into myself and notice tons of wealth and full infinity
Am I just a pretty doll?
Withdraw whatever they want from me
What about myself?
What do I want?
I just wanna feel warm and not so sad

I'm enough whole on my own
I don't need an ounce of milk to make my bones grow (grow)
Happiness not found alone
But it's in my bones to grow (grow)