Poisoned

Spending so many moments
Feeling there's something more
When time is slowly showing everything I can't ignore

A sense of life is changing
For all that lies beneath
All that I have avoided is catching up with me

Every day I'm poisoned by the lies I tell myself
Every day I'm poisoned by the truths that I once held
Every day I'm waking in the hope of something else
Every day I'm poisoned by the lies I tell myself

A whisper echos louder
Reciting what is found
Fears that I thought were gone are closing in from all around

The Silence growing stronger
Exposing my regrets
When I close my eyes I look inside and I can see that

Every day I'm poisoned by the lies I tell myself
Every day I'm poisoned by the truths that I once held
Every day I'm waking in the hope of something else
Every day I'm poisoned by the lies I tell myself

A feeling overcomes
The strength that I've been building up
I'm watching myself drown
In thoughts I thought were clearing up

Every day I'm poisoned by the lies I tell myself
Every day I'm poisoned by the truths that I once held
Every day I'm waking in the hope of something else
Every day I'm poisoned by the lies I tell myself