Must Have Been

I left my heart by your window
Lost my head on your couch
Found myself in your kisses
Pinned my fears to your walls

Loved my life while dreaming
And every cigarette was a bliss
And every sip a new start for a new past

Daydreaming on your lap
Thoughts and hearts racing fast
This sweet scent on your neck
Leaving and looking back
Must have been for the best

It must ‘ve been for the best
Though it all can stand the test
While we’re apart

I’ve drowned in every shade
Of your long hair
I’ve wept in every beat
Of your wild heart
I’ve tried to get inside
The place in which you hide
Must have been for the best

It must ‘ve been for the best
Though it all can stand the test
While we’re apart

I’ve never meant to be the one who shattered it
I’ve never meant to steal or break it too
I’ve never meant to be the one who left it
Just wanted to fulfill my thoughts of you
Just wanted to collect your loving blessings
While my soul remained restless, torn and cold

But I’ve sold myself for silver and for gold