borderline

I love too much, I feel too deep
You say: Calm down, I never sleep
Every word’s a spark, every look’s a war
You pull away, I want you more

Touch me like a fever dream
Say you hate me, then you scream
We dance on edges, razor-thin
Break me just to let you in

I’m not safe, I’m not sane
But you light up every vein

I’m living on the borderline
Half your love, half outta time
One step from falling, one from flight
Kiss me wrong, but hold me right
You say I’m too much to define
But baby, I’m just borderline

You don’t know what it’s like inside
When my mind turns love to fight
I crave you, curse you, beg and run
A hundred moods beneath the sun

I see the world in black and white
But you live in the blurry light
Still I chase you through the haze
Addicted to your twisted ways

I break rules just to feel
I don’t know what’s fake or real

I’m living on the borderline
Half your truth, half of your lies
One word could save me, one could kill
You leave, I chase you still
I know I’m too raw to refine
But baby, I’m just borderline

I’m not a phase, not a game
Don’t try to fix what you can’t name
But if you stay, just understand
I’ll burn, I’ll break, I’ll need your hand

I’m living on the borderline
Half divine, half out of line
One kiss could ruin, one could heal
But everything I feel is real
You say I’m hard to define
But baby, I’m just
Borderlinea