Hate U

Remembering you makes me so depressed
I wish you all the best, may you love me
Hate me, I don't want to fight the fall
Even though I know it hurt after you left me
But I can't control my mind

That's how we ended
So it ended with me
But I know everything went wrong

Cause this pain in itself makes me hate you
Even if I try, I can't
I can even lie and say I'm fine
But you know I'm not, I try to control this pain
But I can't, it's all that makes me hate you

Oh baby, I'm breaking the curse
Maybe I can live and move on?
I just want peace and happiness inside of me
Sometimes I get nervous

Now that it's over
I've been trying not to make myself cry inside
Could you break this

Cause this pain itself makes me feel that you hate
Even if I try, I can't, I can even lie and say I'm fine but you know I'm not, I try to control this pain
But I can't, it's all this makes me hate you

And I hate how much I still love you
You are the defect
Is impossible to understand why
I want you so much

Cause this pain itself makes me hate you
Even if I try, I can't
I can even lie saying that I'm fine
But you know I'm not
I try to control this pain but I can't
It's all this that makes me hate you

Cause this pain itself makes me hate you (hate you)
Even if I try I can't (ooh)
I can even lie to say that I'm fine (I can even)
But you know I'm not (but I ain't)
I try to control this pain but I can't (I try to control)
That's all that makes me hate you