More Than Happy

I've been so down these past few days
Unable to speak, unable to talk to you
It seems like every day I'm running out of strength for anything
I know you were my safe place
When I held your hand
Every night just thinking about it makes me cry, cry
I need to be okay

Sometimes I don't understand how you went away
Every night I try to look for you
Everywhere, you're not there, what I remember you're gone
And I cry for you again, now without you I'm lost, like a fool
Living in the past is painful for me, I just keep trying

I don't want to keep breaking my heart with this feeling
I always feel guilty that you're gone, far away
Now just living with a ghost from the past
I keep bringing myself back to the memories that you are
I won't live like I'm more than happy

Oh, I'm in your heart, anywhere I'll be love
Until you want, even if you are up in heaven
And me here on earth, our love was made not to be separated
Through anything my heart will be with you
I don't wanna be alone, well
Right by my side you'll be, yeah, yeah

Sometimes I don't understand how you went away
Every day I try to look for you
Everywhere, you're not there
That's when I remember you're gone, my heart gets sore
And I cry every time I think of you, the past is painful for me
I just keep trying, and trying

(I am) I don't wanna keep breaking my heart with this feeling
I always feel like I'm to blame for you going away, far away
Right now just living with a ghost from the past
I always keep bringing myself back to
The memories that you are
I won't live like I was more than happy

Oh baby, I don't wanna keep breaking with this pain
I can't go on without you, every day, every night
I get kind of sad without you by my side
I know sometimes I hurt you when I cry back, for her
I wish I could have you again, instead of being sad
I hate myself when I break your heart (I can't forget you)
Oh ooh eye aah aah, ahh aahh, oh

I don't wanna keep breaking my heart with this feeling
I always feel like I'm to blame for you leaving, far away
Right now just living with a ghost from the past
I always keep bringing myself to the memories that you are
I won't live like I was more than happy

I don't wanna keep breaking with this pain (oh pain)
I can't go on without you, (go) every night, every day
I (I get) get kind of sad without you by my side
I know sometimes I hurt you when I cry again
I won't live like I was more than happy
I wish I could have you again, instead of being sad
I could be more than happy