Quit

I hold my breath every time you look at me
Like I'm standing on a line I shouldn't cross
I learned to smile when I'm breaking quietly
Just to prove I'm not a loss

I'm so afraid of letting you down
That I forgot how to fall apart

I won't quit on you
Even when I'm tired, even when I'm weak
I won't quit on you
When the weight is more than I can keep
If staying hurts, I'll stay anyway
If I'm not enough, I'll still remain
I won't quit on you
'Cause losing you would ruin me

I bend myself into shapes you need
I swallow words just to keep the peace
I carry dreams that were never mine
Just so I don't fall behind

I'd rather break than make you leave
I'd rather bleed than make you see

I won't quit on you
Even if I'm empty inside
I won't quit on you
Even if it costs me my pride
If I disappear, don't ask why
I'm just trying to make it right
I won't quit on you
'Cause failing you feels like goodbye

If I could rest without losing you
I would finally tell the truth
But I'm scared that if I stop
You'll see how much I'm not enough

I won't quit on you
Even when I'm falling apart
I won't quit on you
Even when it's killing my heart
I don't know who I am anymore
But I know what I'm fighting for
I won't quit on you
Even if I quit on me

So hold me close, don't let me fall
I'm still here
I'm still trying
That's all