Sometimes I Wish We Break Up

Mmm, yeah
Sometimes I wish we break up
Just to see if I could live without your love
Oh-oh, sometimes I wish, sometimes I wish
We break up

It’s not that I don’t love you
It’s not that I don’t care
But sometimes when we fight
It feels like love’s not even there
I wake up in silence
You sleep next to me
But it feels like we’re miles apart
In a war we can’t even see

And I wonder what it’s like
To cry and not have you hold me
Would it hurt less if you were gone?
Or am I just trying to control me?

Sometimes I wish we break up
So I can stop feeling stuck
I wanna know if pain is worse than love
Sometimes I wish we fall down
Just to see if we come back around
I hate the thought, but it’s always enough
Sometimes I wish we break up

Sometimes I wish, sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I scream when you won't
Sometimes I pray we make it right
Sometimes I just wanna say goodbye

You say you love me
But love don’t feel like this
We speak in cold silence
And we kiss like strangers kiss
I know I'm not perfect
But neither are you
We used to be fireworks
Now we just burn through

And I wonder if the quiet
Is louder than goodbye
Would I miss the way you hurt me
Or just the way you lied?

Sometimes I wish we break up
So I can stop feeling stuck
I wanna know if pain is worse than love
Sometimes I wish we fall down
Just to see if we come back around
I hate the thought, but it’s always enough
Sometimes I wish we break up

Sometimes I wish, sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I scream when you won't
Sometimes I pray we make it right
Sometimes I just wanna say goodbye

But maybe I don’t really want that
Maybe I just want you to care
To fight for me like I fight for us
To love me like I'm still rare

Sometimes I wish we break up
So I can stop feeling stuck
I wanna know if pain is worse than love
Sometimes I wish we fall down
Just to see if we come back around
I hate the thought, but it’s always enough
Sometimes I wish we break up

Sometimes I wish, sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I scream when you won't
Sometimes I pray we make it right
Sometimes I just wanna say goodbye

Sometimes I wish we break up
So I can stop feeling stuck
I wanna know if pain is worse than love
Sometimes I wish we fall down
Just to see if we come back around
I hate the thought, but it’s always enough
Sometimes I wish
Sometimes I wish
We break up

Sometimes I wish we break up
So I can stop feeling stuck
I wanna know if pain is worse than love
Sometimes I wish we fall down
Just to see if we come back around
I hate the thought, but it’s always enough
Sometimes I wish we break up

But I still hope you hold me
Even when I wish you wouldn’t
Even when I say: We’re done
I still hope you couldn’t