If This Isn’t Love

It's getting kinda hard to tell if you were sent from Heaven or hell
And whatever you've been doing to me, you're doing it well
Something I can't define, like the feeling when the stars align
And the pain I've carried all of my life is fading away

If this isn't love
Then I don't know, I don't know what is
If this ain't enough
Then I don't know, I don't know what is

Lately I just wanna go further, you know I'd let you get away with murder
'Cause my heart's the only thing I could dream of holding against you
Let me step inside your soul, give you fantasies you can't control
Push your back right against the wall and I'll fire away

If this isn't love
Then I don't know, I don't know what is
If this ain't enough
Then I don't know, I don't know what is

When it hits so hard you let down your guard
Your defenses are destroyed
Flying when you fall, supernatural
But your head's still paranoid
I'm 'bout to bust at the seams
Oh, when we fuck, it's a hard fever dream
Melting my cold heart, I'm feeling alive
So good I could die, I

What's the point in growing up not feeling
The thing I always wanted to believe in?
Don't wanna waste my time breathing
If this isn't love
I might as well just take these pills and blow out
I'm so off
What's it even all about if this ain't enough?

If this isn't love
Then I don't know, I don't know what is
No, I don't know, I don't know what is