AMALGAMATION

Never know just what to do
Never know just what to say
Crawlin out of my skin suit the wrong way
I'm an amalgamation
I don't recognize my face
I don't think I know myself
That's okay

Filthy numb hands on the cold hard floor
Eyes rolled back, I'm not here anymore
Feel a little rot deep in my core
Fly a little close to the Sun, I
Know I'm gonna fall when the time's right
Or maybe in time, I'll be alright?

Call me inhuman with the way I fall out of place
Undo my stitches, tear my skin, my body degrades
I'm an enigma lacking humanity and grace

Yeah, I know, I know, I know I know ya love my shame
'Cause ya love bein' the predator, and I'm the prey
Yeah, ya treat me like an animal
Like something that you can degrade
That you can degrade! Ooh, yeah!

I'm an amalgamation!
I don't recognize my face
Wanna shed my body
When I don't feel okay
Throw my skin onto the floor
Dirty creature, nasty whore
I'm an amalgamation
What else can I say?

Been there, done that, seen that before
Been there, done that, done done done done that!
Been there, done that, seen that before

Put me on the block, chop me up like a meat slab
Put me in your mouth, grind me up, push ya–-food back
Roll me around on your tongue, what's that?
You cannot stomach the mold? Hazmat!
Gonna need a drink just to stomach me down
Why even bother to–
Keep me around, when ya don't like my sound?
You need a reason to come back around?
I'm a punching bag for the meek and eager
Say that ya sick of me, but you're diggin' deeper!
Turn away, like you ain't the bottom feeders?
I'm on top! I'm on top! Follow the leader
Six feet down, then I'm on the front lines
Side a's broken, but side b is fine
Multiple faces, like jekyll and hyde
Causin' destruction, then turnin' the tides

And I can rebuild from the bottom to the top
I started with nothin', I don't plan to stop
Even when I'm dead, I'll be cream of the crop-
Crop-crop-crop!

I'm an amalgamation!
I don't recognize my face
Wanna shed my body
When I don't feel okay
Throw my skin onto the floor
Dirty creature, nasty whore
I'm an amalgamation
What else can I-

Everybody loves me
Everybody loves me
Everybody loves me
Nobody likes me
Everybody loves me
Everybody loves me
Everybody loves me
Nobody likes me

Ooh, yeah, I know, I know, I know I know ya love my shame
'Cause ya love bein' the predator, and I'm the!

I'm an amalgamation!
I don't recognize my face
Wanna shed my body
When I don't feel okay
Throw my skin onto the floor
Dirty creature, nasty whore
I'm an amalgamation
What else can I-
Lalala! Lalala! Lalala!
Lalala! Lalala! Lalala!
Lalala! Lalala! Lalala!
Lalala! Lalala! Lalala!
Lalala! Lalala! Lalala!