Lost

My heart's not the issue, it's my head that's a mess
I gave the world my everything and got back a lot less
I know that I'm not living I'm only alive
I may still be breathing but a part of me's died

I'm the lost and lonely soul
I'm the troubled wasted youth
I'm the reason, I'm the cause
I'm the liar not the truth
I'm the train wreck, the disaster
I'm the unforgiving rain
I'm the before, never the after
I'm the never ending pain

I'm lost in the forest, alone in the wood
Even my Mumma says that I just ain't no good
And I know that the thoughts in the back of mind
Are pulling me down, making it hard to survive

I'm the lost and lonely soul
I'm the troubled wasted youth
I'm the reason, I'm the cause
I'm the liar not the truth
I'm the train wreck, the disaster
I'm the unforgiving rain
I'm the before, never the after
I'm the never ending pain

So tell me now what was my sin?
That I should cause such whispering?
And nightmares keeping me up all the night
Left in the woods I loose my way
Without a guide, alone I stray
Where is my shepherd leading me to light?

I'm the lost and lonely soul
I'm the troubled wasted youth
I'm the reason, I'm the cause
I'm the liar not the truth
I'm the train wreck, the disaster
I'm the unforgiving rain
I'm the before, never the after
I'm the never ending pain