Disconnected

I am left all alone
Pulled you down
From your throne
Protecting myself from feeling guilt
Now you're gone
I refuse to stand and mourn
Avoiding the past to stay alive

I thought I could go on
Towards the safe shores
But memories of you
Make me lose my course
If I fall overboard to follow the sound
I'll need to stay awake or I fear
That I will drown

I am searching for you
Through the oceans, I can't seem to find the truth
How can I stop this chase?
Disconnected I run into dead ends in the

Maze
How can I face
That you hand me the noose
I refuse

I need to keep my head above water
The waves of hands that you possess are
Drowning me
Disconnecting myself from reality

Through the surface, I see the light
It shines so bright
I need to hold my breath
'Cause I can't swim
From the tide

Maze
How can I face
That you hand me the noose
I refuse