Only now… do I see The light in the window that once warmed me And kept me secure inside Has faded and left my life empty And taken with it my pride Seems I've become one of the lonely And destined to play the part But I'm not one to give up easy So I'm making my way back to start Over and over I'm trying to understand Now that it's over I finally understand That only now… do I see I ignored all the signs that were shown me While you went your separate way Believing you were right beside me Believing each word you would say You used my worst fear as a weapon And drove it right through my heart Our promises now lie broken As I've lost my way [Lead: Paul] [Lead: Manol] Fed up and tired and so frustrated Should've known it would end this way You gave your list of reasons So I'm backing away backing away Because I know I know I know My demons and my crying eyes won't help at all I guess it's better this way Head up head out to face the world No more wasting tears on you A new road a new beginning With nothing to lose nothing to lose Because I know I know I know My feelings and my broken heart may mend slow But they'll heal just the same When I needed you, you were not there Though I pretended you were I lied to myself and believed it Until I was self-assured When you left I spoke not a word But then I never knew what to say And if I did would things be different Or would you still have turned me away