Burning Memories

Yeah, this one's for the mama that I never knew (never knew)
I took acid just to burn all of my memories of you
I guess now I really wanna know the truth
How'd you leave your only child at nine for another dude?
Took that pain and punched my father in the stomach 'til he bled
Hit the store and stole a. 40 and took that shit to the head
All the years that you ignore me left me sleepless in the bed
I hope daddy got some kids because your only son is dead
My revenge, got it in the end (in the end)
I'm sure all them rituals need me again (me again)
I spent twenty years waiting on the stairs
Now I'm finished thinking anyone'll ever hear these prayers

If I die before I wake, smoke me out of heaven's gate
Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink
Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight
You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean we relate

All my dark days came in the summer
All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner
Everything stayed, you were the runner
Watched the train go away through the tunnels

Hold up, stack my money up just for a rainy day
Play with mgk and I will pull up where you stay (yeah)
I die for my brother, I don't have nothin' to say (no)
I died when my baby mama told me I was fake (damn)
I got real shooters, they ain't worried 'bout a case (woah)
I got people talkin', but won't say shit to my face (yeah)
Est for life, my ops are rolling in they grave (damn)
See me doin' good, I put that work in like a slave (work)
Up all night, mine cloudy, don't be spooked
If I show you love, then will you always tell the truth? (Truth)
Feel like I'm goin' crazy, couldn't trust no one but you (you)
Suicidal thoughts keep tellin' me jump off the roof
If I die tonight, no, I ain't got nothin' to prove
Csi gon' say we was the realest in the room
Fuck with mine, I kill 'cause I got everything to lose
Fuck with mama, you know what I'll do (yeah)

If I die before I wake, smoke me out of heaven's gate
Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink
Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it out for seven straight
You showed me that just because we're blood don't mean that we relate

All my dark days came in the summer
All my thoughts changed, now I'm a loner
Everything stayed, you were the runner
Watched the train go away through the tunnels

Ooh, ooh, ooh
The memories (woah) keep playing on repeat (yeah)
I burn 'em all so I can start sleeping (woah)
And now they're back, I make it good (yeah)
I wouldn't change the past if I could (woah)
These memories, they won't get the best of me, whoa (yeah)

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