Social Insecurities

Sorry I’m not chained to LA
Can’t dance like Charli or Addison rae
Wish i looked like the boys you’d see
Scrolling through your attractive fyp

All these pretty people don’t look like me
I look in the mirror and break my self esteem
They can make millions just smiling on screen
As i go in debt fighting for my degree

Should I say the n-word or post my nudes
Will it bring me money or change my mood
Cause’ I can work so hard and I’ll never be as good you

Doesn’t matter if I’m racist or wrong
If you got a six pack then your problems are solved
And the algorithm will try to hide this song..

If I could be perfect
Would I still be hurting
Would I be the center of your screen

If I put on a filter
Would I be the victor
Of my social insecurities

Sorry I’m not trying to be fake
Don’t have a hype house with fancy gates
Wish I could look in the mirror and say
You’re the only one who could make my day

Don’t wanna feel hyper-sexualized
But it’s what everybody has to do for likes
They can make millions just dancing on screen
As I break my back just to make ends meet

Should I grind for the camera or make a scene
Just click for part two and and you’ll never leave
I can have raw talent but I’ll never be as seen

They don’t care what kind of person I am
It just matters how I appear to the fans
Cause, at the end of the day it’s all about the cash

If I could be perfect
Would I still be hurting
Would I be the center of your screen

If I put on a filter
Would I be the victor
Of my social insecurities