dead

Looks like I'm awake
Got tear stains on my pillow case
Yesterday is yesterday
But today is today

And I don't feel so great
The blood starts draining from my face
The moment that I start to think
About all the things that I'm avoiding
But then a simple phrase comes to my brain
And makes it all feel better
Oh so much better

Some day I'm gonna be dead
So dead
Time to get outta my head
And worry just a little bit less
Some day I'm gonna be dead
So dead
Time for me to get outta bed
And face the existential dread (what?)

(Some day I'm gonna be)
I feel like nothing I'm doing is right
I feel like lately I'm wasting my life
'Cause I got no direction
Always second guessing

Every day I waste a little more time
Maybe the moment has come and it's gone
And everybody is moving on
Can't stop obsessing
I'm living with the tension
Of wishing I could be what I'm not
But then a simple phrase comes to my brain
And makes it all feel better
Oh so much better

Some day I'm gonna be dead
So dead
Time to get outa my head
And worry just a little bit less
Some day I'm gonna be dead
So dead
Time for me to get outta bed
And face the existential dread

(Some day I'm gonna be)

(Some day I'm gonna be)
Some day I'm gonna be dead
So dead
Time for me get outta bed
And face the existential dread