God Person

I Back row of the room, I show up alone
I come here to watch, other people know it
I can only get sad, 'cause I'm never sure and
I don't like commitment if there's something more

They sing their songs closin' their eyes
Seein' the light in a different light
How does that happen? Why is it beautiful?
Why is it magic and tragic? I don't know

I'm not a God person but I'm never not searchin'
Lookin' at the sky, starin' at the ocean
If there's somethin' I know, then I want to know it
I want to hold it, I want to feel it
And maybe I can't say that I'm not a God person

Talkin' of my dad, I'm talkin' 'bout my mom
After twenty years, what the hell went wrong? And
How can I avoid makin' the same choices?
And stay on the Carolina coast, livin' in the moment

We saw a storm three miles away
We lit a fire and watched it rage
How can that happen? Why is it beautiful?
Why is it magic and tragic? I don't know

I'm not a God person but I'm never not searchin'
Lookin' at the sky, starin' at the ocean
If there's somethin' I know, then I want to know it
I want to hold it, I want to feel it
And maybe I can't say that I'm not a God person

Maybe I can't say that
I'm not a God person, mm
Mm-mm

I'm not a God person
I'm looking behind every curtain
And I see the sky, and I see the ocean
Where it all came from and where it's all going
I'll never know but sometimes I can feel it
And maybe I can't say that I'm not a God person