Open the door, look outside. it's just like it looked before.
Day breaks on your face but nothing has changed.
Every day you wake up the same man.
Every day the same man holds back.
It's hard to look happy when you can taste what you've become.
Keep using your clothing to cover it up. keep looking for answers.
There's no one to blame but you.

Good luck kidding yourself for a little bit longer. it's all going to come crashing down.