Sin Amor

Does it eat you up thinking way too hard or not enough?
Waiting on a change that never comes
As if the way it's been could be enough.
Does it kill you now to love her like
The floor boards of a house?
Ignore the things that creep
And crawl around and let the termites eat you inside out

You don't know when it went out
But there's no fire in you now
And you can't seem to find
The words worth talking about
Love mistook for trying not to look

I felt you pulsing through like a phone left off its hook
Exhaustion by the book
We're both trying not to look
How do I break myself from it
When you're on my chest like a coughing fit?

Nothing grows and nothing feels alright
I don't know if you can see
The way you turn yourself from me
I think you're somewhere in
Your darkness and you're searching for the light