Invisible

Am I the only one with my name
like that in your phone?
A relic of your past you could never quite trash
do I make you miss your home?

Am I a part of you?
Am I with you every day?
Somewhere inside your heart or your stomach
or some dumb metaphorical way?

It’s like a wound that is always being open
and it’s always gonna hurt so it goes unspoken
And I don’t even notice cause just how it looks anymore

Where’d you go?
I remember when we were
invincible
with hearts of gold
We rarely knew the pain to be true and you
were so scary cause I knew that’d lose you one day

Am I the perfect one?
The one you love in a perfect world?
A really special place where I always see your face
and there’s one boy for every girl

Am I part of you?
Do you need me every day?
I really can’t relax cause you’re never coming back
and this is how it’s gonna stay it seems to me

It’s like a wound that is always being open
and it’s always gonna hurt so it goes unspoken
And I don’t even notice cause just how it looks anymore

Where’d you go?
I remember when we were
invincible
with hearts of gold
We rarely knew the pain to be true and you
were so scary cause I knew that’d lose you one day

I remember holding your wrists as we walked back to the place where we first kissed
If we tried to rekindle and see what we missed, it would probably end up with us getting pissed
And you’d probably end up last on my list and move off with some ken doll and pop out some kids
So please just stay my friend doll, avoid all of this, and I’ll be in the background – wondering, “what if?”

Where’d you go?
I remember when we were
invincible
with hearts of gold
We rarely knew the pain to be true and you
were so scary cause I knew that’d lose you one day