Let Me Fucking Die

Another song is written
I cleaned the house again
I went to see a concert
I made another friend
I built another staircase
I fucked another whore
I'm always going somewhere
I'm always out for more
It's just an endless cycle
I never leave square one
Am I going somewhere
Or am I on the run

Keep striving to accomplish
Fueled by boredom and pride
A doomed attempt at running
From the pain I feel inside.
Some say I've got a problem:
Imbalance in the brain
That there's two kinds of people:
The happy and insane

But somehow I don't buy it
Emotions serve a cause
They're trying to convince me
It's happy in their jaws
Drugs just dull the sadness
Don't change what it's about
And when the problem's always there
You can't just talk it out
I've heard there's a completeness
A stillness deep inside
But you can't stay forever
No it's just another ride

So let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
It's the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
It's the only way
Let me fucking die

I've got my self-direction
But where demands a why
The answer's other people
But they're out getting high
Some say this pain and longing
Is all a search for God
Well I say if he's hiding
He's probably a fraud
Some say the answer's money
But money can't buy me love
And greed is something that I hate
Too much to be a part of

Some say to just live simply
Contemplative and calm
So I'll be picking flowers
And they'll be dropping bombs

I know life could be different
But that won't make it so
I know why there are problems
But that won't make them go
Things may change in the future
But I'm alive today
Where peace is just a pipedream
And love just falls away
They say death is too easy
That living makes us strong
That suicide's for cowards
But I know that they're wrong
Cause there's no use in living
When there's no reason why
And there's nothing strong about it
When you're just too scared to die

So let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
It's the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
It's the only way
Let me fucking die

Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
It's the only way
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
Let me fucking die
It's the only way
Let me fucking die