Funeral

I never thought I'd ever cry
Contradicted by tears in my eyes
I never got to say I'm sorry

I guess you're up there in the sky
Watching me run through the reasons why
I never got to say I love you

Stop and remember that this no fun for me
I never wanted to see you gone
I know we had our disagreements but
I'd wish this fate on no one

I never saw you wave goodbye
I'll never see your bright blue open eyes
I'll never get to say I'm sorry

I feel your prescence here with me
The anger deep is more than I can feel
I never got to say I love you

Don't wait and pretend that this is ok
Everyone here will never be the same again
I bet up in heaven your pissing yourself
Well just look what you've done to those trying to help

I'll never wear black shoes again
We exit churchyard in the rain
I never got to say I'm sorry

I hope you're up there in the sky
Wishing you could hear my last goodbye
I never got to say I love you