Recluse

I never really wanted to be anything other than me
But I changed
As everybody around me hated what they started to see
I moved on
I'm not mature enough to cope on my own
I'm not emotive enough to admit I'm all alone

It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
But I can't

Nothing good could ever come from a guy
Who was always much to tired to try to be
Loneliness appealed to me because it meant that I could be
Whoever I am
But I'm to scared to be alone with my brain
I'm too stupid to have anything to say

It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
But I can't

Loneliness have torn me apart
But I can't let anyone near to my heart
I love everything I destroy
I destroy everything that I've ever loved

It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
It's a fucked up world and I'm trying all I can to get by
But I can't